For most of my life I’ve been a pretty bad student. I distinctly remember once in 3rd grade, we were working on division, and Mrs. O came around and caught me drawing pictures of horses in a notebook. I remember not remembering a word in french class, not because I didn’t want to learn, but because it was simply boring and irrelevant to me. I remember zoning out a lot in most of my classes. I finally mentioned something about it to my doctor last week, and he thinks it’s because of the anxiety. I mentioned it because I’m having a harder and harder time concentrating at work. I’m ok in the morning, but as soon as 10 o clock or so rolls around, I may as well forget it. I can tell myself to concentrate, force myself to work all I want, but I last about 5 minutes, and then my attention is elsewhere. I’m going to give this about a month longer, if it keeps up, I’m bringing up adult ADD, because I can’t have this jeopardizing my job. Hell, I’m already on medicine for all sorts of crazy stuff, why not add to the drug cocktail?